I don’t like having a phone too long, too close, too tight. But I will with my friends *after long time ago*, can chit chat until late, or someone I comfort with, my mom and my sist of course. I built it so hard, I feel close to my friends now, coz I lived with them so long and they comfort me enough.
I tell about my self to others? Yeah, I need some introduction for all of u to know me right?, and I know you too *the real you maybe. Doesn’t mean I believe in you, you know? Its hard to believe others, I don’t know why, but my feeling to people are various, I can close so fast, but I can far so Fast too. But I have close for people I know, people don’t know? I don’t care. Never see, never talk, never smile, never be part of my life. Except an artist, actor, writer, or someone I like :P
But, this is crucial.
I want to work, I want to clingy, I want to be nice, but when people get too closed they are too annoyed, and spoiled. But, if I don’t like it, I wanna be alone, rite? Sigh,,
But, yep I know I wanna be like that too with some people I comfort with,,aaarrhh,,so what should I do? T.T
